Hello,
I stated earlier :
"There is something unresolved there in my thinking. I am not sure what but I can feel it. It might be something along the lines of not wanting to be God - there's no game doing that. Or it might be that I am a Bodhisattva -one of those people that refuse to leave samsara, the reincarnating, until the last sentient is free."
*Another Funny Thing Happened*
I was sitting and mentally reviewing our conversation and something happened. I felt it coming. So I went to the default stance of being the Big Me as we have discussed. It came in a wave. The realisation that I was still labelling a few thoughts as created by a little me. Mini me.
"oh - it's all coming from the one light in the shed".
pp notes talks about the mantra "These are not my thoughts". I never really got why this rings so true. The answer seems obvious now. There isn't really a "me" to own thoughts.
Inasmuch as the awareness here seems to originate from a point - the shed window might be actually seen more of point of light that radiates out, though illuminated by a one light behind it.
No new information for you here - but for me, it's a deepening. A Bigger Glimpse into The Mystery.
I've experienced "altered states" before and currently I feel a little woozy.
I need a day to settle down
Let's see what's occurring in 24 hours !
This chat is a two way street. Normally with these 'Zen rants' with people I feel I am lecturing for a while and then I do get something out of them - possibly because of the focus on the subject. Thus I feel I should thank you for your forbearance and you might take some credit for this "aha" moment! You might have helped me fall off my perch!
Hope you are being entertained in your world ♥
Namaste ♥
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